05th Sep 2011
Monday // 11pm // 9 months ago
Omg I’m dying.
omfg

If only you knew how hard I try. How hard I try to make this relationship work. How much effort I put. How much I love you. I put up with our fighting, and say “sorry” before things get out of hand. I try to take advantage of every opportunity get to see you. I spend every nickle I get, so we can go out, and so I can treat you out like a queen. I respect your ideals, I support your actions. I stay up all night, sacrificing my sleep so I can talk to you till you fall asleep. I procrastinate my homework to help you with yours. I do so much for you, for us. I’m always there for you through the thick and thin. Day and night. To be your friend, your shoulder, and especially your boyfriend. If only you knew how hard I try.

you being gone in 24 hours is NOT okay with me.
who is supposed to keep me out of trouble?
or laugh with me because we’re both absolutely lost causes when it comes to functioning at anything?
i don’t know how i’ll handle not having you a short walk away from me, when i just need a hug or advice or ice cream at 4 am.
sigh.